There is no end to training. That is it in a nutshell.
When does training end? When do we become a master? The short answer is it just never happens. There are no ultimate masters of anything. There are varying skills but there are no gods or saints in the martial arts that have no space for advancing some aspect of their style and self. Doing the same thing over and over again to achieve perfection can seem boring. Should we be concerned? What should we do? Let's explore these ideas.
Boredom is normal in the martial arts learning environment. Counter to most peoples assumptions leaping and screaming with a sword is not exactly "fun". Real training is hard work. Going over techniques again and again for months and years isn't what most people conjure up as entertaining. This kind of superficial boredom creeps up at different times in one's training. It is not really a big problem, and for most, it can be overcome. Although it is the downfall of many and they give up and quit.
There is another type of boredom that exists in the particular style you are training in. It is there that you are wanting more and more techniques to add to your pouch, but the progress of receiving teaching and the craving for more is at odds. This type of boredom is a problem of craving and desire. It is often mistaken as pure boredom though.
No End Equals No Accomplishment?
Feeling overwhelmed by the never-ending journey should never be an issue. When you start to learn the sword (or any art) you are honing and reshaping your skills and your mind (heart). There is no end or a final point where the room for improvement disappears. There is always something to get better at in the techniques and within yourself.
Martial arts have a limited number of actual techniques taught within their respective systems. You can easily do the same 20 or 50 waza over and over again for 30 or even 50 years. It can seem overwhelming. However when you start to train you will soon see how hard it is to get to a point where the body can respond in an efficient manner. The mind you will soon learn, takes much much longer to train. In martial arts, the mind is the more dangerous weapon that needs training.
This path of training should not have an end. As with any journey so many interesting things happen on the road to where you are going. It is, of course, good to have some goal. Wanting to learn all the techniques of shoden for example. That is a good start. But just memorizing techniques is not what training is about. It has never been that way. It certainly shouldn't be that way in 2018 either.
While we train we are exploring. This exploring is the real place we fix and pick up things that benefit our training. The endless journey may seem daunting but there is no reason to look for any end or view it as endless. It is part of living. Looking into the void will not make us understand our training or become a better swordsman. Thinking too much about the future will create anxiety. Start your training with a mind of what you are doing now. Do not gaze around and lose yourself in what-ifs and could-be's.
My student called it the ever-moving target. The target, however, is within us. It is not an apple to be plucked from a tree. If you are running after the apple then you are doing it wrong. You are the apple. You are the tree. You are your practice. There is nothing to chase.
The idea of becoming a master is a bit of a senseless endeavor. It is good, as I mentioned before, to have goals. However, starting in the martial arts because you want to teach it is probably a road to failure for most people. Wanting to master something is ok. Putting in the time and energy to do so is smart. Waking up and deciding to be a master is really not how most "masters" are made. The willingness to excel and succeed is important. The road to mastery is synonymous with boredom.
Wanting to be a master and training at a classical dojo is a recipe for disappointment. You can certainly learn, but you will be learning at two paces. Your own pace, and your teacher's pace. If you want to reach good levels of skill then you need to have your expectations in check. You need to be prepared for never reaching the end of the line. No one gets a black belt in anything and simply stops learning or training.
Increasing your skill is a personal goal. You will never become the ultimate best at anything. If history shows us anything it is that records eventually get broken and skills get surpassed. Have a humble attitude toward training and your role in the martial arts in general. Enjoy it for yourself and it should not get too boring. There is lots of great stuff to discover on the journey.
I Am Bored. This Sucks.
For those of us bored with training we should reflect on ourselves and the situation. Are you doing the same five waza for a year? Do you just feel tired of the repetition and lack of apparent progress? Here are a few things to try.
- Check your basics. How solid are your basics? These are important foundations. As your teacher for feedback on some basic techniques. He should be happy to give you some pointers. Basics are not something to learn and stuff away in your sword bag. Everything we do is based on basic techniques.
- Evaluate yourself for burnout. It could be that you have spent too much time on training and not enough in other areas of your life. Don't lose sight of things outside of training.
- Not enough training is the opposite of burnout. This is where you aren't training enough so you can not progress well. Really look at how much time you are putting in. If you aren't sure just ask your teacher or senpai in your dojo how they train. Maybe you are being lazy and transferring that feeling of boredom outside of yourself to the school's way of teaching etc.
- Perhaps the idea of the martial art you are practicing doesn't match the reality. I have seen this in sword arts many times. The rabid anime or samurai fan wants to learn sword. They join foaming at the mouth, but after time it hits them that the training isn't as cool as the spinning and screaming they see in the movies. Take time to find the art that is really right for you.
Boredom is normal. We should watch our expectations about training. Be careful of craving masquerading as boredom. Stay with your practice and follow your teacher's advice. You will gain skill. Sometimes its only apparent to your teacher, but your training is having an effect over time. There is no end to training until you stop. Enjoy the journey over each peak. Feel wonderment that you can see something new until it really is the end.
Thank you for spending time with me today on this subject.